Growing

This past week I went to the doctor to talk about the depression that I have been experiencing. So he put me on a prescription and basically told me to do what I would tell someone else to do in the same situation. He told me to take some time off (Colorado here I come), to rest, to read my Bible, to take care of myself, basically to do all that I know I should be doing but havn't taken the time to do. As I look at the Good and Beautiful Community and the topic of forgiveness I realize that I need to forgive myself as well as others. I need to hold realistic expectations for myself and not beat myself up over things out of my control. I also need to find someone that I feel comfortable sharing what is on my heart with, besides Kim. I don't want my burdens to burden her also. God is doing some work on me and I look forward to seeing what that turns out to be.